Two Days With My Dad

There had been quite a bit of speculation amongst my dad’s mates at swimming concerning when his black toenail would fall off. Looking at how precariously it was hanging there on their last swim before Christmas, his friends Pat and Malcolm suggested that today could be the big day. “What if it comes off in the water?” asked Pat. “That wouldn’t be be good.”

The nail, however, had been looking just as precarious for several weeks. I’d been getting little reports about it by text message from my mum. “Your dad’s black toenail is looking really bad now: I think it is about to come off,” she would tell me, but several days later, there it would still be. My dad knew it would hold on for a bit longer still. He loves his early morning swims and would, I am sure, be reluctant to jeopardise his relationship with the authorities at the pool by defiling the water. Recently, the pool asked its regulars if they had any suggestions for things they’d like to change about the facilities. My dad came up with the following three:
1. A trompe-l’œil panoramic landscape on the bottom of the pool to keep people amused when they were swimming with their head down.
2. Mirrors on the ceiling, to enable swimmers doing backstroke to see where they were going and not crash into each other.
3. All-over-body airblade dryers for the changing rooms.

So far, there had been no response from the pool.
I normally go to my parents’ house, which is close to the Nottinghamshire-Lincolnshire border, for Christmas, but because I was nursing a poorly cat who’d just come back from the vet after two big lifesaving operations, this time my parents drove down to see me in south Devon. My dad had filled the car with several bags of firewood, which he’d very kindly collected for me from the countryside near their house. I felt bad taking this away from him, as he stacks it in such beautiful formations in their garden, and I felt even more bad when my mum explained the length he’d gone to in order to get some of it. “He lost a big branch in the river again, like last year,” she told me. “He walked back across the field and asked me to come over and hold his legs for him while he reached over and got it. I’m 65.” Only just over a month had passed since the last large body of natural water my dad had fallen into: a small lake in Lincolnshire into which he was dipping a jar in order to find goodies for his new garden wildlife pond. 
“I should have known he would never be a proper grown-up when he asked me to go sledging on our first date,” said my mum.
After my parents arrived, and my dad and I had brought the logs in from the car, he went upstairs for a bath, taking the radio with him, and my mum and I attempted to catch up with each other over the booming sound of The News Quiz and my dad’s laughter. Half an hour later, I went upstairs to the toilet and found a trail of bubbles leading across the landing to the spare bedroom. The water had drained almost totally yet the bubbles inside the bath still rose above its porcelain sides. The scene reminded me of the ever-expanding instant pudding that Woody Allen attempts to suppress in his 1973 film, Sleeper. 
“WATCH MY TOENAIL!” my dad shouted, charging past me and down the stairs, barefooted. A few moments later he could be heard making loud quacking noises at my cats while throwing huge rolls of greasy cooked turkey at them: a treat he’d bought them from Asda the previous day. Afterwards, as he arrived in the living room, I noticed he’d taken his shirt off again. He had the slight appearance of a man who’d been unexpectedly invited to a wrestling match in the last three minutes. 

“CAN YOU PUT ROLLING NEWS ON THE TELLY FOR ME?” he asked, handing me the TV remote. I noticed the toenail was still not fully off. It really did look like it was about to dislodge now, but recent events had told me not to get too excited. It could be months yet.
My dad is not sure what happened to his big toenail and the doctor told him it will come off naturally and there’s nothing to worry about. Presumably it was one of those injuries you get in the thick of exercise or hard physical labour and don’t fully notice. I get a lot of these myself, and currently have a bad toe of my own, possibly sustained while walking, possibly in sympathy for my dad, although it’s more purple than black and on a much smaller toe. I have inherited my dad’s toes: long, thick and unintentionally violent. Because of this, and the tiny unseen people who live in my airing cupboard and steal socks in the dead of night, my sock drawer resembles a diverse but unsuccessful sock dating site: socks of every shape and colour, each of them alone, failing to find love. I stub my toes fairly often and my dad does too, and maybe the length is a factor in this regularity. My dad stubbed his toe  on a table leg last summer then replied to an unsolicited mass email from Boris Johnson with a message saying, “FUCK OFF, BORIS!” Afterwards he told my mum about this and – although certainly no fan of Boris Johnson herself either – she told him that it wasn’t very nice and he shouldn’t have done it. He immediately tramped back upstairs and sent a follow up email which said, “SORRY ABOUT THAT, BORIS. I OVERREACTED. IT WAS BECAUSE I’D JUST STUBBED MY TOE.”
On the second morning of my parents’ stay, I asked my dad if he wanted a cup of tea. My dad has not to my knowledge ever had a cup of tea, but I sometimes ask him if he wants one, just to wind him up.
“I’m 40.”
I asked him if he’d enjoyed the book I’d recommended him: a gentle, character-driven novel about small town life by the brilliant American writer Tom Drury.
Increasingly, my dad’s visits to my home are about recreating the rituals he enjoys in his own as accurately as possible: the extravagantly bubbly baths, the loud radio, the bars of chocolate hidden under sofa cushions so – in his own words – “THEY ARE FUN TO FIND LATER.” He also likes to go for an early morning swim when he’s here, at the friendly local pool, which has an old-fashioned Speedo clock and doesn’t appear to have been redecorated since 1978. Today being Boxing Day, though, the pool was closed. We’d only got out for a very short walk the previous day, and I knew it would be important to exercise my dad, in much the same way it’s important to exercise a German Shepherd, so I suggested that he, my mum and I went for a walk along the seafront at Dawlish. I offered to drive but he declined and said we’d go in his and my mum’s car.
I told my dad that I could easily navigate us to Dawlish from my house, thirty five minutes away, but he insisted on using his SatNav. After the female voice on the SatNav had directed us down a farm track for the second time in ten minutes, my dad called her a bastard, told her to “FOOK OFF” and permitted me to direct him the final quarter of the way. As my dad drives, he tells stories from his life, slowing the car down dramatically as he gets to a climactic or highly descriptive point in the narrative, to the frustration of any cars who are behind him at the time. On this occasion he told a story about an old man who recently went into a skid and flipped his Land Rover over on the road near my parents’ house. Apparently a local farmer was first on the scene and, upon helping the old man out of his Land Rover, noticed that the old man’s dog was crushed beneath the vehicle, one floppy ear sticking out heartbreakingly from beneath the bodywork. After he pulled the old man to safety and discovered he was not seriously hurt, the farmer gave him the bad news. “I don’t have a dog,” replied the old man. The farmer and the old man walked back to the Land Rover. “That’s just my furtrapper hat,” said the old man, pulling the floppy ear and releasing the remainder of the hat from beneath the wreck.
Often, when we go on days out, my dad gets into trouble. Last spring we visited the Coleton Fishacre Estate, a few miles west along the coast from where we were going today. “PUT THAT IN THE WINDSCREEN,” he told me, handing me his National Trust member sticker, as we set off. “MAKE SURE IT’S NICE AND STRAIGHT SO PEOPLE DON’T KNOW WE’RE NOT MIDDLE CLASS.” Within quarter of an hour of our arrival he had been told off for sitting in an exhibit: a rare art deco armchair from the late 1920s. 
Set in the spectacular gardens in a combe overlooking the Atlantic and full of the authentic paraphernalia of rich people in the Jazz Age, Fishacre is a beautiful Arts and Crafts house, formerly belonging to Rupert and Dorothy D’Oyly Carte, who inherited their money from music hall and smart London hotels. After my dad had been told off for sitting in the armchair, we went upstairs and visited Rupert and Dorothy’s enormous old bedroom. 
“WHY DID THEY HAVE SEPARATE BEDS? DID THEY NOT LIKE EACH OTHER?” my dad asked the National Trust employee stationed in the room.
“Well, I think it’s generally accepted that they did grow apart after the tragic early death of their son,” said the National Trust employee.

“OH, RIGHT,” said my dad.
We looked through the window at the gardens, with their hibiscus, azaleas, fountains and towering flagpole-thick bamboo, down towards the fearsome bright blue mouth of the Atlantic. 
“Yeah, but you’d have to make a shitload of money from hotels first,” I said.
We moved downstairs to the kitchens and staff quarters, where, spotting a mangle, my parents recalled the old-fashioned concept of Wash Day, and just what a difference washing machines had made to their lives when they’d got their first ones in the late 1960s. All Coleton Fishacre’s early-mid Twentieth Century history felt suddenly very recent to me: roughly the same amount of time away from my birth as we were now. As we passed the old-fashioned mincer, my dad remembered the mincer in his mum and dad’s council house in Nottinghamshire. “MY MUM COULDN’T AFFORD ONE OF HER OWN SO SHE CLUBBED TOGETHER WITH MRS BERESFORD NEXTDOOR AND BOUGHT A SHARED ONE,” he said. “MRS BERESFORD ALWAYS USED TO HOG IT, THOUGH.”

Walking back along the corridor, we passed the man who had told my dad off for sitting in the art deco armchair. “ON A POWER TRIP, THAT BLOKE IS,” my dad said, turning conspiratorially to me. As my mum and I explored the remainder of the house, my dad ventured out into the gardens to find a patch of grass on which to lie in a starfish position with his eyes closed. Lying in a starfish position with his eyes closed is one of my dad’s rituals on days out and I’m very accustomed to it by now but it can sometimes be troubling to those who don’t know him. This summer my uncle Chris and auntie Mal told me about a trip they’d been on with my mum and dad to the Yorkshire Sculpture Park, during which some Japanese tourists found my dad lying in a starfish position with his eyes closed and prodded him to check he wasn’t dead. Perhaps he was tired, having earlier air boxed with a twelve foot stall statue made by the sculptor Tom Price. My mum took a photo of this, on my dad’s request, so it could be added to his collection of pics of him pretending to fight with other exhibits on days out, alongside such classics as the time he pretended to wrestle a stuffed hyena at Creswell Crags Visitor Centre near Worksop.


There are no exhibits or statues on the sea front at Dawlish so the potential for an incident was reduced. It was also too cold for any spontaneous starfish sleeping. The stretch of railway line that runs in front of the beach here, where Deepest Devon ends and the cliffs turn red, is the Elizabeth Taylor of train tracks: beautiful, but constantly troubled. When you’re on the train, passing along it, you feel like you’re in the sea itself. This has been a rare winter when the sea hasn’t broken the track into bits, causing lengthy closures and replacement bus services. Nonetheless, the wind was fierce today, gnashing at our cheeks as we walked west, the waves thudding angrily against the track’s new rocky defences. There were lots of other families walking the footpath but I noticed that unlike mine, the dads in those families did not periodically shout “KEEP AWAY FROM THE EDGE” as they strolled beside the steep drop to the beach.
“Have you been to get your bad tooth looked at yet?” asked my mum.
“KEEP AWAY FROM THE EDGE!” said my dad.
“Mick, stop saying ‘KEEP AWAY FROM THE EDGE!’,” said my mum. “We’re miles away from it.”
On the way home, my dad asked if I had used my new headtorch yet: a present he’d bought me for Christmas, but which he’d had delivered to me several weeks early because he was so excited about it. I admitted that I hadn’t, and apologised. “WHAT?” he said. “I CAN’T BELIEVE IT. USE YOUR HEADTORCH. AND WHAT’S THIS YOUR MUM TOLD ME ABOUT YOU TURNING DOWN THE CHANCE TO GO ON BREAKFAST TELLY?” I told him that I had no interest in ever being on telly, detailing another couple of opportunities I’d turned down in the last six months. “I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU. YOU’RE UNFOOOKINGBELIEVABLE. YOU’LL BE BACK WORKING IN TESCO IF YOU’RE NOT CAREFUL.”
When we arrived home, I put rolling news on the telly for my dad and helped my mum prepare dinner. The three of us ate this in the living room, and my mum and I talked about some rabbit screenprints she’d been experimenting with. My dad wanted to watch the Netflix drug drama Narcos, which I’d been enjoying lately, but I said it was probably best not to, since my mum found it too violent and, due to the subtitles and the extra concentration they require, it’s not the most sociable viewing. Instead we watched the 1975 Dad’s Army Christmas Special, which my dad guffawed at, and I enjoyed too. The night passed quietly, in contrast to the previous time my parents had stayed when, in his sleep at 3am, my dad had shouted “THEY LET ME OUT SOMETIMES YOU KNOW.” The next morning, my dad got up early, threw some more cooked meat at the cats, and packed the car, ready for the long journey back to Nottinghamshire. My mum checked my dad had not erroneously put any of my possessions in their suitcase, such as the four clean pillowcases he took from me last year. I felt much as I always do when I’ve seen my parents: tired, ready for quiet sit down, but sad to see them go, and wishing I saw them more frequently. “WOFFAL!” said my dad, his shortened version of “WATCH OUT FOR FOOKWITS AND LOONIES!”, which is his catchphrase, and which he has told me every day I’ve spoken to him for as far back as I can remember. WEAR THAT HEADTORCH!” he added, as he and my mum walked to the car. I promised I would, and tried to remember where I’d put it. I asked him if his black toenail had fallen off yet and he said it hadn’t.



Read more about my dad in my book 21st Century Yokel.

30 thoughts on “Two Days With My Dad

  1. Hooray for never being a proper grown-up. My 18year old daughter has just arrived in England and my advice to her was WOFFAL. Thanks Tom and Mick.

  2. Loved the ear that wasn't an ear story and 'the Elizabeth Taylor of train tracks' and so much more. I have been reading The Good, the Bad and the Furry and Close Encounters of the Furred Kind back to back all through Christmas and New Year. The part where you bury Janet in the rain is one of the best things you have written. And to the person on Amazon who stopped reading your latest book in outraged response to some expletives I can say only this – that's the reality, mate. You should have heard me this morning as I hoovered belly hair, grit and discarded whiskers off my bread maker after it has been used as a lookout post by one of my cats for the last two years.

  3. A great read. Could a book featuring your Dad be in the works? I'd read that one in a heartbeat. I don't know what makes me laugh harder: Shipley's swearing or your Dad's eccentricities. Love the special relationship you have with your parents. Very sweet and touching, but also very real. No unnecessary sentimentality there.

  4. Wonderful stuff! Makes me wistful for my father yelling at the TV in his made up "Italian" language, and my mom singing the cats each their special songs. It's been a long time. Your writing has heart. Thanks 🙂

  5. I purchased two of your books through Book Depository in December, but apparently they put them on a slow boat to America, so I have been reading your blog to prepare myself for them. I'll admit, I may need an English/American translator. I already had to look up sledging, just in this brief read. (What did his loud dad invite his mom to do on a first date? Is it scandalous? Did she have to go to confession after? Ohhhh…sledding. Carry on.) But your writing, even if it is not about cats, is excellent. Thank you for sharing. AND THANK YOUR DAD FOR BEING YOUR DAD. I hope his toenail came off.

  6. Cats are Awesome, your cats are Awesome. I laughed & cried with the books,I can totally relate with what you go through with your cats. Your mum is lovely & your dad is class. Keep up the great writing.

  7. I had two black toenails! The second toe on each foot, from running. The one on my right foot got caught on something and FELL OFF, for the first time in my life. The one on my left, exactly the same color as right, stayed attached to toe and NEVER fell off. I think I must have eventually just trimmed off the bad part.
    There is nothing spookier than waiting for your damn toenail to fall off, only to have it never happen!!

  8. As always very funny. Great account of parental visit and badly behaved dad. (see armchair). Reminds me of a family visit to the Tower of London where we sat on a bench eating our homemade sandwiches below a sign which said "No food to be consumed on the premises". (or words to that effect; it was a long time ago). Glad Roscoe is getting better lots of love to her and also of course to The Bear. xx

  9. Cats are Awesome, your cats are Awesome. I laughed & cried with the books,I can totally relate with what you go through with your cats. Your mum is lovely & your dad is class. Keep up the great writing.

  10. That was brilliant. Just sat in my cube laughing and snorting (just the one snort because I'm somewhat refined). I also realised that if I ever found someone I wanted to be with in the long-term, it would be someone just like your Dad.

  11. Tom, this was highly disgusting, but thank you for entertaining me for the evening. I particularly enjoyed the description of both your own, and your Dad's, toes: 'long, thick and unintentionally violent'. (Incidentally, my own toes have been described as 'un-streetwise', so I am slightly jealous of your violent toes.) In do think we should feature your Dad on Folklore Thursday – he would be folkloric in no time!

  12. I'm a bit like your dad, I said, I'M A BIT LIKE YOUR DAD. But, probably because I'm a woman, with a female twist, (I tend not to fight statues) I don't think my son relates the things I do, and say, to anyone though, perhaps he finds it a tad embarrassing for a 60 year old WOMAN to do these sort of things? I expect it would be different if it was his dad doing them. Unfortunately, loud women are often perceived as being common, and if I were to "starfish", I'd probably be described as a loose woman! I wish I was a man! I will carry on being me though, too late, (and I have no wish), to change now!

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